I apologize in advance for this bitchy and bossy post. It came about when I saw Chris using his new insulin pump and he realized that this will be part of his life now. Forever. And it made me sad because he's just 9 years old. He has his whole life ahead of him. Right now the only things that should be on his mind are the upcoming science fair at school and meeting his friends at the park for kick ball, not his blood sugar levels.
Chris has only had diabetes for two years. That’s two years
of pricking his fingers, insulin injections, and blood sugars that were really high or really low.
I realize that some kids have had diabetes for a lot longer
than my son. I further realize that many adults were kids when they were diagnosed.
And I know that there has been some great strides made
medically and technologically regarding how diabetes is managed, treated and
lived with.
So excuse me for sounding a little whiny, for complaining
and seeming ungrateful when I say, Where’s the cure?
Diabetes has been around for so many years. In all that
time, they haven’t found a cure? There’s been hundreds of thousands of millions
of dollars, donated, funded and charitably raised for research and development
of a cure. Top doctors, scientists and researchers are working on it. And each
year Ivy League universities graduate future doctors and scientists. Where is
the Jonas Salk of our time?
And each year more money is raised and more research
conducted. Insulin is great. The work-in-progress artificial pancreas is
fantastic. But where is the cure? The vaccine or pill that will make this
disease go away?
If doctors can transplant organs and scientists can clone
sheep then there should be a cure for diabetes already. What’s taking so long?
Two years and already I’m sick and tired of this disease.
I’m tired of looking into scared eyes and offering reassurances when my son’s
blood sugar is scarily low or high. Enough already.
There have been monumental structures built, feats
accomplished, and discoveries made. Finding a cure for diabetes should not be
so hard. How much longer do we need to wait? Where’s the damn cure?
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